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The FlameWalker Podcast helps those recovering from the trauma of narcissistic abuse — and those navigating spiritual crisis, emotional collapse, or the dark night of the soul — find clarity, strength, and awakening through deeper truth.
Hosted by Kaleah LaRoche, this podcast walks the edge between shadow and spirit, trauma and transcendence. It speaks to those who have been broken open by life and are searching for meaning, direction, and a path back to their true essence.
Each episode weaves spiritual insight, shadow psychology, and energetic awareness into a grounded map of transformation — exploring how the ego illusion shatters, how the self is rebuilt, and how awakening unfolds through the fire.
If you are walking through the flames of awakening, you are not alone.
You are a FlameWalker — one who turns pain into power, darkness into wisdom, and fire into light.
Episodes

Sunday Nov 20, 2022
Living in a Fantasy (From Love Bombing to Real Love)
Sunday Nov 20, 2022
Sunday Nov 20, 2022
Most of us grow up on Fantasy, which becomes part of the way we deal with the pain and suffering in the real world. But it also causes us to be ripe for loving bombing and fantasy based relationships.
In this Episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into understanding how we build our lives around fantasy, seeking fantasy love partners, rescuing and escape. You will learn how to wake up to reality and build a life that is solid and based on reality.
You can learn more about Kaleah and her work at :
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Buy Kaleah's Latest Book "The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships."

Friday Oct 21, 2022
Four Months in a Truck Camper (The Solitary Journey)
Friday Oct 21, 2022
Friday Oct 21, 2022
In June of 2022, I left my home in Arizona and headed to the cool mountain air of Colorado in my truck camper, where I would spend the next four months. Taking such a solitary journey brings us in touch with our deepest selves and also the enemy of our progress.
In this episode, Kaleah talks about the inner and outer challenges of her journey and the greatest lessons learned embracing loneliness and finding solitude.
Visit: www.narcissismfree.com
Check out Kaleah's New Book: The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships.

Tuesday Oct 11, 2022
The Sacredness of Celibacy and the Lost Art of Courtship
Tuesday Oct 11, 2022
Tuesday Oct 11, 2022
When you are working on breaking toxic relationship patterns, a period of celibacy can be really healing as you focus your attention and energy on the inner worlds rather than getting that "attention" from the outside.
In this episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah talks about staying true to yourself and your authenticity, and possibly embracing a period of celibacy that will not be broken until you feel it is a healthy and self respecting choice to make. Kaleah also talks about getting back to Courting a potential mate, and getting to know him/her slowly, over time.
For more information on Kaleah's work please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com.
Read Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships"

Monday Oct 03, 2022
Monday Oct 03, 2022
Looking for love in all the wrong places? Or are you looking for love in all the wrong feelings? How could something that feels so right be so wrong? Typical question for those who have a pattern of attracting toxic relationships.
Why is it after all that hard work you have done on yourself, you are still attracting the wrong mates? Well, in this episode of Pandora's Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into the chemistry behind attracting a mate and how we end up with a broken picker. Perhaps we need to trade that broken picker in for a manual device driven by our conscious assessment of a mate, rather than unconscious attractions.
For more information about Kaleah and her work please visit:
Read Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships"

Tuesday Sep 20, 2022
Does Light Attract Light? (How to Find ”Real” Love in an Evolving World)
Tuesday Sep 20, 2022
Tuesday Sep 20, 2022
We have talked about how light attracts the darkness. But once we have done our healing work and are in a pretty healthy place, how do we attract healthy, happy mates?
In this episode of Pandora's Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive down the rabbit hole of our instincts and archaic programs designed to keep our genes propagating in the gene pool, going through a period of time where we mated for business purposes or to create stable families, to our current time of sexual liberation and narcissistic attraction patterns. Kaleah talks about the book "Cupids Poison Arrow," and the new scientific developments regarding love, romance and sex. We are entering a new paradigm that calls for new ways of keeping our relationships alive and thriving, as well as changing our patterns of attraction so that we may find a healthy mate devoted to growing in love.
For more information on Kaleah's work please visit:
Get Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic and Toxic Relationships."

Tuesday Sep 13, 2022
How To Live in the Light (Being a Spiritual Warrior)
Tuesday Sep 13, 2022
Tuesday Sep 13, 2022
In these days of spiritual warfare, it is more important than ever to have the light of understanding and awareness, to have the tools to combat evil, and the intention to be a force for good on the planet.
In this episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into narcissism, evil, and spiritual principals that help us to be the greatest light warriors. Evil will only thrive when good men do nothing. So pick up your spiritual sword and join the force.
For more information about Kaleah and her work please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Get Kaleah's latest book "The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships."

Thursday Sep 08, 2022
Good and Evil, Darkness and Light
Thursday Sep 08, 2022
Thursday Sep 08, 2022
It is difficult to deny the darkness on our planet right now, with all the murders and acts of cruelty happening on both an individual level and a global level. Why is this happening? What can we do?
In this episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into the topic of good and evil, narcissism, sociopathy and the entity possession that is behind it all. It is time to open our eyes, wake up and see the truth. The truth will set us free!
For more information about Kaleah's work please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Get Kaleah's New Book
The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships.

Saturday Jul 02, 2022
The Invisible Warrior (Understanding Your Family Roles)
Saturday Jul 02, 2022
Saturday Jul 02, 2022
Every dysfunctional family system have the same family roles that children fall into, regardless of the type or level of dysfunction. As I child you may have fall into the role of the Hero/Golden Child, the Scapegoat/Troublemaker, the Clown/Mascott, or the Invisible Child/Lost Child. Can you identify with any of these.
In this episode of Pandora's Box she talks about family roles but focus's on The Invisible Child and how this role impacted her life.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com.
To check out Kaleah's Latest Book "The Path to Self Love," go here.

Monday Jun 13, 2022
Moving Into My Truck Camper (Flying Solo through Darkness and Light)
Monday Jun 13, 2022
Monday Jun 13, 2022
In this episode of Pandora's Box Kaleah talks about her recent move into her truck camper, the release of her book "The Path to Self Love," and the journey through darkness and light.
This episode expands on the importance of developing a strong and resilient relationship with the SELF and find the inner strength and courage to meet life's challenges head on.
For more information about Kaleah's work please visit:
www.pathbacktoself.com
www.narcissismfree.com
Check out Kaleah's New Book on Amazon

Tuesday May 24, 2022
The Path To Self Love (Book Pre-launch Celebration!)
Tuesday May 24, 2022
Tuesday May 24, 2022
Self love is a journey and as Kaleah prepares for the launch of her new book "The Path to Self Love" she talks a bit about that journey and the hard work of learning how to truly love yourself.
The Tagline of this book is "Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships." There is a deeper focus on what needs to be healed within ourselves to change our patterns and toxic relationship dynamics.
If you are interested in getting a FREE review copy of this book in exchange for an honest Amazon review at Launch (June 9th), Please Email Kaleah and put "review copy" in the subject line:
For more information about Kaleah's work, please visit:
