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The FlameWalker Podcast helps those recovering from the trauma of narcissistic abuse — and those navigating spiritual crisis, emotional collapse, or the dark night of the soul — find clarity, strength, and awakening through deeper truth.
Hosted by Kaleah LaRoche, this podcast walks the edge between shadow and spirit, trauma and transcendence. It speaks to those who have been broken open by life and are searching for meaning, direction, and a path back to their true essence.
Each episode weaves spiritual insight, shadow psychology, and energetic awareness into a grounded map of transformation — exploring how the ego illusion shatters, how the self is rebuilt, and how awakening unfolds through the fire.
If you are walking through the flames of awakening, you are not alone.
You are a FlameWalker — one who turns pain into power, darkness into wisdom, and fire into light.
Episodes
Apr 10, 2023
Apr 10, 2023
37 min
Forgiveness is something I have talked about a lot in my podcasts and will continue to talk about because it is such an important piece to finding PEACE. We need to continue to learn about forgiveness and how to take back the parts of ourselves that were lost, stolen or given away.
In this episode of Pandora's Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into another layer of forgiveness, talking about breaking "no contact," having people come back from the past and finding letters from the past at a time she needed to heal another layer. How can we forgive without caving, crumbling or inviting someone back into our life who doesn't belong there? How can we soften without allowing our vulnerability to be a weakness? These questions and more are answered in this podcast.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Mar 21, 2023
Mar 21, 2023
25 min
This is part 2 of the deep dive, where Kaleah talks about how she became fascinated with understanding the mind of a sociopath and psychopath when Ted Bundy was killing women near where she lived, and again when the South Hill Rapist in Spokane, Washington was raping women in her neighborhood. She shares how she dated a sociopath and how she learned about narcissism.
In this two part deep dive, Kaleah also talks about how we can protect ourselves from encounters with these types of people.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Mar 12, 2023
Mar 12, 2023
30 min
Kaleah talks about how she became fascinated with understanding the mind of a sociopath and psychopath when Ted Bundy was killing women near where she lived, and again when the South Hill Rapist in Spokane, Washington was raping women in her neighborhood. She shares how she dated a sociopath and how she learned about narcissism.
In this two part deep dive, Kaleah also talks about how we can protect ourselves from encounters with these types of people.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Feb 27, 2023
Feb 27, 2023
26 min
If you have had a pattern of attracting or being attracted to narcissists and other toxic relationship partners, and have worked on your SELF, when will you know when you are ready to get back out there?
In this episode of Pandoras Box, Kaleah does a deep dive into understanding your SELF and your own relationship patterns so that you know how to navigate the uncertain world of dating and fostering new relationships.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Feb 10, 2023
Feb 10, 2023
22 min
If you have had to deal with a partner who lies, cheats or is narcissistic a lot of pain and trauma can result. But no matter what the issue with a partner is, we must ultimately cultivate that relationship with our SELF, continually working towards our own authenticity and self love.
In this episode of "Pandoras Box Radio," Kaleah gives insight and information on how to deal with partners who aren't truly partnering with you, and how to be your own partner or partner with God or the divine within.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Jan 27, 2023
Jan 27, 2023
32 min
In this Episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into the world of dreams, looking at the different types of dreams, their symbology and how we can use our dreams to help us understand better what is going on within us. A look at lucid dreams, prophetic dreams, flying dreams, violent dreams, and the symbols we find in dreams such as a house or a car.
If you keep a dream journal you will be able to develop a deeper understanding of yourself and what your psyche is trying to communicate to you. It will give you insight into the fears that hold you back and where you are paralyzed. You will learn how you can use your dreams to work through pain, trauma and fear, to take back your power and know who you are!
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023
28 min
Many people who struggle to break free of Narcissistic Abuse, get stuck in being a victim and never fully learn to be empowered. In this episode of Pandoras Box, Kaleah does a deep dive into the unconscious role of victim that is being played out in certain family dynamics and how to take back your power and break free.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Dec 30, 2022
Dec 30, 2022
28 min
The great thing about every new year, is it is an opportunity to re-evaluate your life and make a new start. Yes, it is the time of New Years Resolutions, but most people only keep their Resolutions for a couple weeks and then they resort back to their old ways of doing things. Perhaps this is a year to NOT be "most people," and find out what you need to do to make a fresh start, re-create yourself, and live your best life!
In this episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah talks about why we don't keep our commitments to ourselves, why we fail, the inner parent, the inner narcissist and those aspects of us that keep us stuck. She gives practical ways for you to face the dragons of the past, change your internal dialogue and rise up out of the old patterns.
For more information on Kaleah's work, please visit:
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Order Kaleah's New Book "The Path to Self Love,"
mybook.to/pathtoselflove
Dec 13, 2022
Dec 13, 2022
31 min
As we enter into the Holiday Season we meet our darkest night, either literally or symbolically. We are moving into the heart of Winter with the Solstice marking the longest day of darkness, before the return of the sun. It is a time for going within and quiet reflection, but also a time where our shadow comes up to meet us. We can either gracefully face it or turn around and run.
In this episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into the shadow aspects, and how we must befriend our inner dragon, find our true self and bring it out into the light. She talks about the symbolic meaning of Christ and what Jesus really came to show us. It is something worth celebrating during these Holy days.
Kaleah ends this episode with her own version of Silent Night that she recorded in 2008 and still sings today.
For more information on Kaleah's work please visit:
Nov 20, 2022
Nov 20, 2022
28 min
Most of us grow up on Fantasy, which becomes part of the way we deal with the pain and suffering in the real world. But it also causes us to be ripe for loving bombing and fantasy based relationships.
In this Episode of Pandoras Box Radio, Kaleah does a deep dive into understanding how we build our lives around fantasy, seeking fantasy love partners, rescuing and escape. You will learn how to wake up to reality and build a life that is solid and based on reality.
You can learn more about Kaleah and her work at :
www.narcissismfree.com
www.pathbacktoself.com
Buy Kaleah's Latest Book "The Path to Self Love, Soul Recovery from Narcissistic Abuse and Toxic Relationships."