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The FlameWalker Podcast helps those recovering from the trauma of narcissistic abuse — and those navigating spiritual crisis, emotional collapse, or the dark night of the soul — find clarity, strength, and awakening through deeper truth.
Hosted by Kaleah LaRoche, this podcast walks the edge between shadow and spirit, trauma and transcendence. It speaks to those who have been broken open by life and are searching for meaning, direction, and a path back to their true essence.
Each episode weaves spiritual insight, shadow psychology, and energetic awareness into a grounded map of transformation — exploring how the ego illusion shatters, how the self is rebuilt, and how awakening unfolds through the fire.
If you are walking through the flames of awakening, you are not alone.
You are a FlameWalker — one who turns pain into power, darkness into wisdom, and fire into light.
Episodes

Thursday Nov 06, 2025
The Dark Night of the Soul Explained (The 7 Stages and How to Navigate Them)
Thursday Nov 06, 2025
Thursday Nov 06, 2025
Have you ever felt like everything in your life was falling apart — your identity, your relationships, your sense of purpose — and you couldn’t find your way back? You may be going through what mystics call The Dark Night of the Soul.
In this episode, I share a deep dive into the Seven Stages of the Dark Night of the Soul — what triggers it, how it feels, and how to navigate the transformation that comes through it. The Dark Night isn’t punishment. It’s an initiation — a sacred passage that strips away what is false so your true self can emerge.
Are you looking for a Narcissistic Abuse Support Group? We are now launching a powerful, safe and supportive community to support you on your healing journey.
Find out More: https://www.narcissismfree.com/narcissistic-abuse-support-group/
For More Information
Visit: www.narcissismfree.com
Check Out My Long Form Articles on Substack
https://flamewalker.substack.com/
Books and Audios
https://the-healing-sanctuary.com/
✨ Work With Me 1:1 Sessions with Kaleah
https://www.narcissismfree.com/work-with-kaleah/
#DarkNightOfTheSoul #SpiritualAwakening #healingjourney

Thursday Oct 30, 2025
PTSD After Narcissistic Abuse: The Shattered Reality
Thursday Oct 30, 2025
Thursday Oct 30, 2025
When you leave a narcissistic relationship, it can feel like your entire world collapses. The reality you once lived in has shattered, and what remains is confusion, anxiety, and emotional shock. This is PTSD after narcissistic abuse.
In this episode, Kaleah LaRoche explores what happens when the illusion of love crumbles and you awaken to the truth. She explains how narcissists construct false realities, how we unconsciously abandon ourselves to survive them, and how to begin rebuilding life on the solid ground of truth.
Are you looking for a Narcissistic Abuse Support Group? We are now launching a powerful, safe and supportive community to support you on your healing journey.
Find out More: https://www.narcissismfree.com/narcissistic-abuse-support-group/
For More Information
Visit: www.narcissismfree.com
Check Out My Long Form Articles on Substack
https://flamewalker.substack.com/
Books and Audios
https://the-healing-sanctuary.com/
✨ Work With Me 1:1 Sessions with Kaleah
https://www.narcissismfree.com/work-with-kaleah/
#PTSD #NarcissisticAbuse #AbandonmentWound #traumahealing https://www.narcissismfree.com/recovery-support-group/

Sunday Oct 26, 2025
The Simple Secret to Emotional Healing
Sunday Oct 26, 2025
Sunday Oct 26, 2025
In this conversation, Kaleah explores the importance of feeling and embracing emotional pain as a pathway to healing. She discusses the societal conditioning that encourages avoidance of pain and speaks to the necessity of navigating through it, particularly in the context of narcissistic abuse recovery and the dark night of the soul.
Kaleah emphasizes the significance of emotional expression and the role of support in the healing process, advocating for a deeper understanding of one's pain as a means to achieve true healing.
This is a raw and real conversation about emotional honesty, inner child healing, and the power of presence. It’s about embracing the parts of ourselves we’ve been taught to suppress and discovering the profound truth that feeling is healing. If you’re moving through emotional pain, grief, or trauma, may this message remind you that you’re not alone — and that your willingness to feel is the beginning of freedom.
🕯 Join the Support Group: A safe healing space for those recovering from narcissistic abuse, emotional trauma, or the dark night of the soul. Find out More: https://www.narcissismfree.com/narcissistic-abuse-support-group/
Visit our Website: www.narcissismfree.com
Check Out Kaleah's Substack: https://flamewalker.substack.com/
Watch Us On Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheFlameWalkerPodcast
tags: healing, emotional pain, dark night of the soul, narcissistic abuse recovery, self-awareness, emotional expression, spiritual bypass, inner child work, support group, mental health

Thursday Oct 23, 2025
The Dark Psychology of Internet Trolls
Thursday Oct 23, 2025
Thursday Oct 23, 2025
In this episode of the Flamewalker Podcast, Kaleah explores the dynamics of online interactions, particularly focusing on the phenomenon of trolls and energy vampires. She discusses how these individuals often mask their insecurities and hunger for significance by attacking others online.
The conversation emphasizes the importance of self-awareness and detachment in protecting one's energy from these negative influences. By recognizing the triggers and choosing not to engage, individuals can reclaim their power and maintain their inner light against the darkness of online negativity.
Are you looking for a Narcissistic Abuse Support Group? We are now launching a powerful, safe and supportive community to support you on your healing journey. Find out More: https://www.narcissismfree.com/narcissistic-abuse-support-group/
For More Information Visit: www.narcissismfree.com
Check Out My Long Form Articles on Substack
https://flamewalker.substack.com/
tags: social media, trolls, energy vampires, online harassment, self-awareness, detachment, empowerment, narcissism, emotional response, digital communication

Sunday Oct 19, 2025
The Dark Night of the Soul: Death and Rebirth
Sunday Oct 19, 2025
Sunday Oct 19, 2025
The Dark Night of the Soul is not an ending. It is a sacred passage — a time when everything you thought you were begins to fall away, and the true essence of your being starts to emerge. It can feel like death, but within that darkness, a profound rebirth is taking place.
In this episode, Kaleah LaRoche shares the deeper meaning of this initiation and how to move through it with grace, courage, and faith. When life takes you into the unknown, remember — the night is not meant to destroy you. It is meant to awaken you.
Are you looking for a Narcissistic Abuse Support Group? We are now launching a powerful, safe and supportive community for women to support you on your healing journey. Find out More: https://www.narcissismfree.com/narcis...
For More Information Visit: www.narcissismfree.com
✨ Work With Me 1:1 Sessions with Kaleah
https://www.narcissismfree.com/work-w...
#NarcissisticAbuseRecovery #SpiritualAwakening #DarkNightOfTheSoul

Friday Oct 17, 2025
The Narcissistic Energy Vampire
Friday Oct 17, 2025
Friday Oct 17, 2025
Are you struggling to heal after a relationship with a narcissist? In this powerful episode, Kaleah LaRoche — survivor, author, and trauma recovery guide — takes you deep into the hidden dynamics of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and the soul-crushing aftermath of narcissistic abuse.
You’ll learn why narcissists seem unaffected while their targets are left shattered, how they drain your life force as energy vampires, and why this goes beyond psychology — it’s a spiritual sickness that leaves deep emotional and spiritual trauma in its wake.
If you’re experiencing:
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emotional flashbacks and PTSD
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confusion, shame, and self-blame
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obsessive thinking or trauma bonding
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isolation, exhaustion, and loss of self
…this episode will help you understand what really happened to you — and how to rise from the ashes.
The FlameWalker Podcast is also available on:
YouTube
Spotify
#narcissisticabuse #narcissist #narcissism #energyvampire #trauma #ptsd #emotionalabuse #healing #recovery #traumabond #toxicrelationships #npd #spiritualhealing

Sunday Oct 12, 2025
Closing Pandora's Box (And the Birth of the FlameWalker Podcast)
Sunday Oct 12, 2025
Sunday Oct 12, 2025
In this powerful final episode of Pandora’s Box Radio, Kaleah LaRoche announces the transition to her new show, The Flamewalker Podcast.
She reflects on twelve years of guiding souls through narcissistic abuse recovery, shadow work, and spiritual awakening — and shares how her own rebirth has led her to explore narcissism as a deeper spiritual pattern: a collective identity hijack and an invitation to reclaim our divine light.
This is both a farewell and a new beginning. Follow Kaleah into the next level — where recovery becomes revelation. The Flamewalker podcast can be accessed right here where you've been listening to Pandora's Box and all past episodes of Pandora's Box will be available here as well. We will simply be undergoing a rebranding.
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Tuesday Jul 29, 2025
I Choose Me: The Power of Coming Home
Tuesday Jul 29, 2025
Tuesday Jul 29, 2025
In this deeply personal and reflective episode, Kaleah shares her experience of living on the road in her truck camper and the deeper questions that arise when the outer world no longer feels like home. What does it really mean to come home—not to a place, but to yourself?
Through raw honesty and spiritual insight, Kaleah explores the importance of setting intentions rooted in desire rather than escape, the power of solitude, and the transformative journey of choosing yourself again and again. She speaks to the loneliness many of us face, the illusions of romantic fulfillment, and the liberation that comes when we no longer need others to complete us.
This is an invitation to walk the path of sovereignty, to shine your light without apology, and to reclaim the truth of who you are beyond all projections, programming, and past pain.
If you’ve ever felt lost, unseen, or unsure of where you belong—this episode is a compass pointing you back to the one place that has always been yours: home within.
🌟 Special Offers:
Schedule Kaleah’s 4-session healing package with Hypnosis Bundle
Sign up for "Finding Your Soul Path," the FREE 7 day Email Course to help you step fully into who you have come here to be.
Sign up for Cut the Cords! 9 Days to Energetic Freedom After Narcissistic Abuse
Get the Ebook "Black Wolf White Wolf: Transforming Inner Conflict Into Your Manifestation Superpower."
Contact Kaleah
Kaleah's work with Narcissistic Abuse

Tuesday Jul 15, 2025
When You Are Scapegoated, Rejected, and Betrayed by Family
Tuesday Jul 15, 2025
Tuesday Jul 15, 2025
What happens when the very people who are supposed to love and protect you become the source of your deepest pain? In this powerful episode, Kaleah explores the role of the family scapegoat—the one who is blamed, rejected, and cast out for daring to speak the truth, feel deeply, or simply be different.
You'll learn why certain people are chosen as scapegoats, how narcissistic and dysfunctional systems operate, and how to break free from the shame, self-blame, and trauma of being the "identified problem." This episode offers deep insight, spiritual perspective, and a call to reclaim your power, your worth, and your truth.
If you've been scapegoated by family, friends, or even society, this episode is your guide to healing, sovereignty, and rising above the lies that were never yours to carry.
🌟 Special Offers:
Schedule Kaleah’s 4-session healing package with Hypnosis Bundle
Sign up for "Finding Your Soul Path," the FREE 7 day Email Course to help you step fully into who you have come here to be.
Sign up for Cut the Cords! 9 Days to Energetic Freedom After Narcissistic Abuse
Get the Ebook "Black Wolf White Wolf: Transforming Inner Conflict Into Your Manifestation Superpower."
Contact Kaleah
Kaleah's work with Narcissistic Abuse

Tuesday Jul 08, 2025
Tuesday Jul 08, 2025
There comes a point on the spiritual journey when walking alone isn’t a choice—it’s a calling. In this deeply vulnerable and powerful episode, Kaleah shares from her own lived experience what it means to be a woman who walks alone. Not because she’s broken, unworthy, or unloved—but because her path of transformation, healing, and awakening has led her into a space where few can follow.
Through reflections on solitude, the shedding of old identities, and the misunderstood silence between endings and new beginnings, Kaleah speaks to the sacred initiation of the soul. She explores the loneliness that can follow deep inner work, the grief of losing connections that no longer align, and the quiet strength that emerges when we learn to draw from our own divine well.
This episode is a guiding light for women who have released the old, outgrown the familiar, and now find themselves navigating the unknown. It’s a reminder that walking alone doesn’t mean being lost—it means walking in truth.
🌟 Special Offers:
Schedule Kaleah’s 4-session healing package with Hypnosis Bundle
Sign up for "Finding Your Soul Path," the FREE 7 day Email Course to help you step fully into who you have come here to be.
Sign up for Cut the Cords! 9 Days to Energetic Freedom After Narcissistic Abuse
Get the Ebook "Black Wolf White Wolf: Transforming Inner Conflict Into Your Manifestation Superpower."
Contact Kaleah
Kaleah's work with Narcissistic Abuse
